Silence

dear Rabbani.,

pls refrain yourself from telling any exciting, boring, stupid or whatever activities or happenings next time. turns out when you wanna go out, she'll say, "alah, nanti balik mesti ader citer mengarut. dah malas nk dengar."

so, do remind yourself to just shut the fuck up and live your own fucking life.

love,

Qamarul.

and yea, who needs it?

Fany Fany Tiffany.

That's me.

yes, i am a metalhead, im into korean pop, i like anime, i enjoy playing games, i love skateboarding, i am a drummer, i dont fancy hxc, i find the singapore hxc scene abit pussy, i LOVE digimon and i have long hair.

i am Qamarul Rabbani. and it was nice knowing you.

goodbye.

Disrespecting.

well, according to my mum, i dont know how to respect other people and treat them well. that's why my friends hate me and my teachers failed me.

i just kept quiet. well, what does she know? wdv.

i failed my studio project. fuck fuck fuckity fuck fuck. thanks miss Tan for the wonderful F.

it's alright i guess. dint put much effort in it anyways. shall do better in Sem 3.

japanese, math 3, ADVANCED comG(urgh), C++ and other modules of which idk about.

miss sch. i miss playing dota/cs and shouting in the library.

most of all, i miss getting $50 every week. of which $10 i'll spend in ciggs and save $10. so i spent around $30. :D

i've no more retard buddy(i guess?) and idk why im trying my best to outwit my friend in digimon.

hahaha!! ULTIMATE BOISZXZ~

ok that's Inferno, my greymon. hehhe.

been playing digimon battle online and blackshot ALOT lately. holidays. im gonna return to sch a stupid motherfucker. :/

been watching snsd hello baby too. sunny and tiffany damn freaking pretty!

im juust waiting for the Digimon game to finish its open beta. then can armour digivolve. WHEE~

things to get by this year:

1) Drivers' Licence

2)Pearl Eliminator Double Paddles

3)Chris Adler's Drumsticks.(if can get from LOG concert)

4)a new bag

5)a new shoe

6)a job to support my own expenses (to lessen my mum's burden too)

Stephanie Hwang Mi Young (Tiffany).

i like her smile. HAHAHA.

happy birthday kid leader.

well, this post is dedicated to So Nyeo Shi Dae's leader.

happy birthday Kim Taeyeon!

HAHAHA!

im such a big fan of her. she quite an awesome singer.

she's freaking pretty aint she? hahaha.

ok i got nothing else to write.

TaeYeon Hwaiting!

Bias

my mum asked me to find a hobby and i found 2: metal drumming and skateboarding.

she said she'd support wdv i do. when i go to gigs, she said, "that's it uh, no more after this. i dont wanna hear anything about you going jamming or going gigs".

like. fuck that. supportive my ass.

and when i wanna skate, she said, "no. today you stay home.".

then i asked, "how bout nxt week?"

she replied, "holidays alr, stay home. you cant go out. you have to stay home and help with the house chores."

wtf.

and my elder brother gets to go out, play soccer, see gf, "go sch". fuck him.

and when i wanna buy my drumsticks, she asked me to use my own money when she asked him whether he wants a new paint brush that costs $20 odd.

ppl say life is unfair. to whomever said that, deserves a motherfucking beating from me. male or female. i dont give a fuck. i'll slap you, cut you up and feed you to the dogs.